Feel Like Dying (Can I...?)

Yes,

I am feeling totally depress out of sudden,

Emotional burst up,

And I am laughing and crying non stop.

It's not that I wanted to be depress,

But I can't help it,

Many things happened recently,

And I thought I can be neutral about it,

Perhaps I can,

But something more serious matter happened,

Is related to my friends.

The sudden news,

Awake me,

The neutral part of me,

And those statements mentioned by others,

Is like making things more complicated,

Please stop those fucking statement,

Those action and words are inconsistent.

I am feeling like dying now,

Can I end my life?

For one reason I do not dare,

Because my family,

And my friends.

Sucks,

I am tired being faking ok enough!

Give me a break,

Please peeps!

-Done-