Tons of Feelings and Thoughts

It's 6 o'clock in the morning,

Laying at the bed,

Suppose to be about falling sleep,

But my brain can't stop working.

SMPC's note jumble up here and there,

Add on with those past memory,

Most important I'm missing my family,

Especially my youngest sister and nephew,

Arghh,

Hate my hyperactive brain!

Entrepreneurship's midterm,

Not so positive,

Wondering SMPC will be alright,

Because I'm totally demotivated to study,

Perhaps last semester,

Feeling like no longer same as previous semesters,

Having those unlimited of "fire" to motivate.

Feel that myself old a lots,

Perhaps I'm tired,

Physically and mentally,

Need the real rest actually.

Shit,

Why tears falling?

Must be eyes feeling tired now,

Or actually I'm crying?

Because I'm missing you?

Don't know.

-Logging Off-