Just a picture to share *

Credited to Facebook's friend who took this picture,

Edited on 19December2010,

12.14pm...

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Random Post *

♥ First Love (Thai Movie) ♥ 

Owwh,

Recently been watching Thai's movie,

One of the most favorites is above what picture posted,

It's a nice story about first love,

Which many people gone through all it before,

You know?

Doing silly thing as in call that person and never say anything,

Or giving present without that person knowing,

Awwh,

Sweet but somehow paining,

Because need to keep silently the feeling,

Or might hurt?

It's depends on how one's story goes,

But mine,
Pretty sure it's sweet,

It's nice,

And it's hurt too...

Just a memory right now... =)

♥ Fairy Tail ♥ 

Haha!

I'm also into anime drama recently,

Quite sometimes put a pause on watching anime,

Mainly because many episodes,

Or actually cannot really has a nice one attract me?

But most important I like this anime so much,

After watched the drama about "egg" guardian,

Which also anime,

All those characters are so cute weii,

But same goes in this drama,

Plus it's all about magic,

Friendship,

And also defend the good from hurt by the bad,

Ohh,

I like it so much! =)

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Staying in Kampar for few days,

People starts their holiday,

While I started my Final Year Project with my groupmates,

But lucky thing I'm not alone,

And we're not alone,

In this dead city,

Haha!

Still can survive,

But somehow countdown for me to back hometown is getting near,

But hope I could finish my things on time,

 And ENJOY my holiday!!!

^^

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Arise New Day *

Guess what? Final examination for my this semester reach the end and in the same time, all my senior supposed to be said partially graduate because they still need to review next semester result to ensure the successful graduate. So, here I wish and pray all the best to them. =)

Final examination over but I fall under emotion mood for whole days. Probably because my last paper seem s*** and the second time I feel the afraid in me for fail in examination. Somehow, cannot worry much since result will be release on next year. =(

Anyway, losing the chance to release the stress that been carried quite sometime because planning to watch movie "Narnia" has been cancelled due to shortage of ticket. So, the only thing can do is spending time in the hostel by watching movie, drama, anime or like me, write blog at here. =)



Just now review all those update in the Facebook and saw everyone seem discussing about [trust]. I'm wondering and thinking a lot of thing but still stick to one words "nevermind". Why? Because I'm too tired. Conflict and misunderstanding seem never reach the end. So, I follow my besties' advice which stay center. Focusing on studies because next semester will be my final semester. Finally. =)

Mood suppose to be okay right now even though not so actually. But, I never want to be that way, emotional. And my purpose of having this new blog is mainly for catching for every glimpse of happiness so I never want to retort my blog with those unhappy thing. =)

Jonna How Sui Ling, arise new day bah~~~Done final year project and countdown back to hometown. =)

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Whatever *

Still struggling is studying Business Ethics,

But spend few minutes time to write a blog here,

Mainly because I feel stress and many thing pop out in my brain,

It seem that today I undergo many "hyper" mood,

Is a GOOD thing and in the same times,

BAD thing weii!! =(

Studied Business Ethics for the whole day,

End up had the time to enjoyed a short outing with friends,

One of them is my beloved room mate while the other two are Pei Pei and Ah Kong,

Spent a short time ate "lok lok" inside the Westlake's home,

It's nice to ate few sticks of foods as dinner,

Still feeling full right now,

Walking time looked at the sky,

Really a nice and beautiful view!!! =)

Many stars gathered and peoples see the meteor except me,

Haih again me! =(

Hyper mood from good become down,

More down when saw some statement,

I'm wondering,

Am I always the wrong one when those people determine they are right?

Or what did I do?

All this while I never dare to defend myself,

Or saying any words that determined a person is wrong in a situation,

Is that mean I can be bully?

Or is that mean I'm wrong?

My brain keep asking the same thing,

Always blame myself for not been good enough,

But parents family and friends scolded me,

They said I'm too stupid or too naive...

I doesn't know,

And I don't understand what type of person am I,

Yet I'm struggling myself,

Sad about all those rumors that people threw on me,

Not because what they said,

Is because they are the one I really appreciate,

And I will never need time to prove anything,

Because I will just shut my mouth,

And never wants to care anything anymore,

Whatever!

Just don't trigger my sadness and hurt anymore!! =(

P/s: No picture due to mood down and no initiative to choose nice picture to be post--

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Sentimental Moment *

Songs,
Influence our mood,
Especially those songs that can represent what we situated before,
Especially those songs that can voice out our feeling,
Especially those songs that curve meaningful and facts of anything,
I guess thats the most sentimental part of me today,
Because I been affected right now...


Sometimes in life,
Many thing happened without we had preparation for it,
Just like that day heard of the news about the guys been commit suicide,
That moment really can feel the pain,
The pain of loving someone but end up got hurt,
Not in love relationship such pain we gain,
But somehow towards friend that we appreciated,
Or towards anyone in the family that we love...


Life never seem easy,
Because we need to challenge ourselves to walk into our path,
But how many person can successfully endure all those challenges?
And how many choose to give up?
Yes I'm wondering will I be the person walk it through?
Or the one that going to give up soon?


I'm not a tough person,
But always pretend to be one,
Not because I'm ego,
Just that I never want to reveal my weakness,
And making people around me worry,
But it seem that they do understand me well,
And become over protective towards me,
Which sometimes put me in dilemma,
But somehow many people beside me seem envy of me,
I have a happy and united family who each of them loving me,
I have a bunch of best friends out there who each of them concerning me,
And I have a bunch of true friends right here who each of them accompanying me,
My life should be full with happiness,
And I know I should feel lucky and happy,
But somehow I'm still sad right inside my heart,
Because of all those pain and hurtful past memory,
Yet seem beautiful and enjoy....


Everyone,
Forgive me for been so sentimental,
Forgive me for been so moody,
Forgive me for been so emotional,
Right now....


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