Piece of Expresso!

I created a word name "Expresso". Not sure does it actually had this word. Haha! Got this idea through the words of express. Whatever it is, I love this word so much. :)

Few thing shared here. First of all, today's weather really cool enough. Raining for the whole day and I'm in cold and feeling sleepy. But one thing shocking me a lot is I'm hungry for every seconds. I ate non stop today. End up, my tummy also grow bigger too. Guess I will fat enough soon. Should happy about it or sad about it. 

Second thing was dinner dilemma. I was actually damn happy to had my dinner with my family. But guess what? Someone totally spoiled my mood. I hate that someone approached me or others as "noisy" person. Hello? We're family and we're supposed to talk and share things around. It's fine if you hate it but please don't intruded. It's getting me out of nerves when I appreciated my life with family but end up being approached as "noisy" person. Do not change others to follow exactly what you want. Learn to respect. Anyway, my anger had subside fast enough. :)

Third things was my junior praised me. Something to happy about actually because people can see my effort in cheering up my life. It's true that I might still under the process of recovering but some good comment made up my day! I will try my best to color my life because I want to [SET MYSELF FREE]! 

P/s : I have made up my mind. I will buy SE ELM J10i...... =)

Lil stars, you're always my guardian angel :)

Undecided Moment!

At last I'm back to my beloved hometown and the feeling is so great! Enjoy myself so much. Today itself I went to shopping with my mummy, two younger sister and of course, my nephew! It was alright even though few time I was in middle of frustration due to some reason. Hehe, forgive my too-fast-change of mood. :)

Suppose plan to take McDonald as lunch but end up crowded with many people so we gotta no choice but to ate at Papa John's. The Pizza's was quite ok but I will still prefer Pizza Hut. Wootz! After lunch, we went to shops at few selected retail and I managed to bought two short pants and a shirt for my CNY's clothing. Maybe tomorrow will drop by Klang Parade for second shopping session. =P

Oh yeah! While we loitering around, I managed to went in Sony Ericsson's shop to check about hp. As my previous post mentioned about I will getting myself a new hp, so I done my research on prices and get some look towards those selected hp. End up, none of under my so called list of hp attract me. The sales person recommended me two type of SE's hp which are J10i ELM and Spiro W100i.

Selected photo :

Sony Ericsson J10i ELM
Have two color which are Black and Pink.

Sony Ericsson Spiro W100i
Have four color which are Black, Pink, Green and White.







Both of hp has own specialty. But, the camera for SE ELM is better than SE Spiro. Because ELM consist of mega pixel while Spiro consist of 2 mega pixel. But Spiro is Walkman's hp. And prices for both also different. ELM is RM599 and Spiro is RM299. Sighs. Hard to made decision on which to buy actually. Because both also attracted me a lot. :(

Hope tomorrow I manage to made up my mind. Sighs. Logging off.

Happy > Sad ♥

Oh yeah! At last I'm hardworking enough to post piece of "essay" about my days recently. I had successfully adjusted my timetable and started this week itself, I attended all my class and it seem to me that I'm busy enough. Haha! I love busy-ness life because it will make me tired enough and fall asleep easily when I off to bed. Lets see. Last yesterday my routine were hectic ones. First, attend two tutorial class and then, career talk. After the talk, I rushed to my another tutorial class. End of tutorial class, I gotta rushed back to hostel. Why? It's reunion dinner with my classmates and celebration of my two classmates, Pei Yin & Hau Chia! :)

It was enjoyable day. And FANTABULOUS-ly because we ate very full and taken many pictures. Another reason because I successfully celebrated my besties' birthday that been neglected for two years. Her birthday is earliest among all the classmates. After dinner, we went to Hau Chia's house for gambling. It was alright for me because we laughed and tired together. I lose RM13. But, I'm much better compare to those who lose quite an amount. :)

Here's come our big family's photo ^^

Done for this part. Next, I went to McDonald with my classmates (Jia, Bit, Pei & Eric) for our dinner. We spent our 3hours time "blow water" at there. Wootz! Gave me a shocked when I look at my watch. In between our conversation, they mentioned about something sound sensitive which I had trying to ignored it for a period of time. Is alright. I know they concern me a lot. And I still need to put more effort to be cold blooded person towards love issues and ENJOY my university life! :)

Done of my post. Good news to be shared. My insomnia seem lesser. Perhaps I'm much cheerful nowadays. I'm glad that I can make it. Be tough, Jonna How! :)

Happy > Sad :)

Logging off. Nights! 

P/s : I'm going back soon! Still left 10hours! =)

Sorry To Myself.

Wondering why this post is titled as "Sorry To Myself"? I was just woke up from my long nap. Then, I got some sudden feeling in my heart. The guilty feeling. It has been years my parent brought me up till my age now. 23, my memory slowly refresh to all those past moment and I realized I am letting my tears drop with or without reason. Perhaps with reason, I still feeling sorry because it was all cried for others. Now memory retorted back, I'm laughing myself. I had been cried all these few years over people that I thought worth it. But now, everything seem change and those people no longer even look me directly into their eyes. 

Silly of me. I thought there will always hope when you believe it. But, I guess that I took it in the wrong way. Never want to admit that I afraid of hurt. Damn afraid. It is because the pain of hurt is like thousands of needle pinch right into heart. It's bleeding but forever you will never see a drop of blood. Sometimes, I wondered. I could have die for many times if those invisible bleeding become visible. 

Hearing to a song namely "Wo Men Dou Pa Tong" sang by Wilber Pan. It's a very nice and inspired song. This moment of me feeling so embarrassed. Why? Because I have waste my time and tears for people and things that no longer have any changes. So, I should move on for the very first of point. It's just that all this while I'm making myself frozen in the point where I took everything still the same. 

Sighs. This moment.. Future seem blurry and I'm so to graduate soon. How life could be? No one could answer it. So, I should put aside too and focusing on whatever I'm having to gone through now. At least I having a bundle of friends that giving me unlimited support and cheers up my life. 

Sorry to myself. Sorry for making my own life so miserable. I want to explore more happiness in my life. Never want to let myself hang in the air without no direction and don't even want to be sad anymore. I will bury all those past memory into the deep part of my heart. Thanks for used to be the one in my life. 

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Learn.

Life is about learning, aren't we? 

When people betray us,

When people hurt us,

When people back stab us,

When people fake around us,

What we learn is "why care so much"...

Life is about learning, aren't we?

We learn to be independent,

We learn to be tough,

We learn to protect ourselves,

We learn to be trust own self,

All those "learning" just to shape ourselves....

Life is about learning, aren't we?

No one can run away from this,

Because thats LIFE...

P/s : I learn to be a person who are not suppose to be myself.. =(