If I lost for a day,

Please don't find me,

I just need to being in somewhere,

Somewhere relaxing,

Somewhere out from problems,

Somewhere belongs to myself.

I'm not in love towards the world,

I'm just in love toward warmness.

Friends

As beautiful as those quotes,

How many peeps really can do it?

How many friendships that could actually sustain?
It might that I'm too negative suddenly,

But friends can be disguise,

Might on certain peeps,

Because trust always been betrayed,

So how many peeps will still have the courage to trust?

I'm very blurry,

I'm very sad,

My heart is pain,

Thinking for those friends' issues,

I need someone,

Someone to talk to,

But who?

I have no idea at all.

Sucks,

Emotion,

F***

Go away negativity!

P/s : I need space to catch clear view,

I need air to breath,

I need rest.

-Done-

Love and yet, Love.

Love,

Can be very beautiful,

Can be very painful,

Depends on each and everyone's thought.

Today,

I saw that person again,

The person that once make my heart beat faster,

Yet still now the same,

The person that once make me smile and laugh,

Without reason,

But it's different now,

The person that once make my heart break,

And still my heart feeling the pain.

How long has us not contacting each other,

How long has us not talking together,

And how long has us not joking around and laugh?

Three months seem like three years,

We said we're still friends,

But the promise seem deniable,

Because we are the stranger that know each other too well.

Is this our fate?

Perhaps yes,

I don't know,

And never want to determine.

Today,

I heard some issues about love,
Make me think a lot,
And feel heartache about it,
I really wishes and wishes,
Those couple friends of mine will stay happy,
Even sometimes there is argument,
And for those single,
They could find someone better and caring for them.

But,
I figure out few friends of mine,
Actually as same as me,
We fall down,
We heartbreak,
But yet we have different perspective,
I want the one I love stay happy,
Even I'm not the one beside them,
While my friends,
They need to protect their heart,
Thats why they need to be cruel,
And I do understand,
Their pain is never be less than me.

Sighs,
Love,
Such sickening,
Such tiring,
But I can't deny that,
Love bring happiness,
That everyone want for.

You think worth it,
Then go for it,
Never said give up,
When the end you will just regret,
Heart might hurt,
But never forget heart is live before,
Because of love.

-Done-

Vulnerable ME!

The beginning of the post should start from apologizing,

Sorry mummy for making you worry about me,

Each time I'm sick and I will call you up,

Then my tears will fall non stop,

Like a water pipe,

Lucky thing you're always there for me,

Even though I'm at some where far from here.

Finish of apologizing,

I want to sincerely thanks my room mate (Xiao Fern),

And all my friends that concern about me,

And sorry for making you guys worried too!

*feeling bad*

Lastly,

Sorry to myself,

I'm really a vulnerable person,

Vulnerable till easily fall sick,

And need to back hometown,

Back to where my parents and siblings are,

Only way that can make me feel better,

Even I'm sick like hell!

Ear pain,

Tooth pain,

And headache,

All nonstop in two days,

I'm feeling like a glass that going to break into pieces, 

For all this while,

I'm trying to be mature,

To be tough,

But some incident always prove that I'm not.

That's me,

Vulnerable yet act to be tough after all.

-Done-

First of March

Wootz!

         First day of March,

       One crazy month to gone through,

       Why?

     There is four assignments,

    There is three exams,

       And there is three presentations,

        All will be done by this month!

            *freaking afraid*

Somehow, it's represent left two months to go and I will graduate soon! It's not easier to walk so far somehow. I took my courageous to walk this far and I'm sure my parents and siblings will proud of me. And you, I do hope I make you feel proud too! *smiley*

There is always a room of me being crazy,

Just like I could laugh non stop when thinking something funny,

But for this month,

My craziness will increase like hell,

Because I got four assignments to edit,

Leading one tough assignments,

Presentation skill to improve,

And interviews to undergo!

*I never want to be JOBLESS*

Peeps told me that I should go for interviews right now. Never await till this final semester over. I need to fight in such competitive world even though I do not wish too. Yes, daddy and mommy! I'm officially contribute to family for after so long studies. Be await for my performance. *thumbs up*

Daddy, 

Happy Birthday!!

And,

Mommy wait me homes luu!

^^

-DONE-