Days By Days

Pheww. Chinese New Year reaching the end soon. Yesterday was "Tin Kong" day. Managed to settle everything down and enjoyed family gathering yesterday. Sighs. I will miss such moment once I back to Kampar next week. In within three days, I also managed to finish watching three different movies that best recommend in this CNY. All also nice especially "I Love HK". Because it teaches me many things in life could be family, friends and also neighbours.

Guess what? I try something new in this month which was I went for movie alone. The feeling was not bad as I think of. Alone shopping and movie makes life seem free sometimes. I love such feeling because it makes me feel that I could be independent and I do grown up. Weird thing was I went to watched "Mr. & Mrs. Incredible which more suitable to watch with couples. Because this movie was about trust and confidence that built within couples and moreover, husband and wife. Even though it was somehow comedy movie but it contains those scene that touch ones' heart.

CNY ends, Valentine comes. Recently I heard many unhappy news from my friends which makes me feel sad over those news and memory seem retorted back to those past stuff. I know it supposed to be past tense but I couldn't control those memory not to flying around in my mind. But, I will try my best to smile back after tears drop.

My beloved new hand phone need sometimes only I can get it. Sighs. But, I will wait for it. =)

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Another Her :)

Can I be as pretty as her?

To my thought, 

She is pretty person and her voice damn nice,

So I guess impossible for me to be another her!

=(

But,

Nothing is impossible right?

So I will try my best to be as another her,

Yet I'm still myself!

=)

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希望你永远快乐

时间，

好像过了很快，

新年都过了四天，

而我们，

好像很久没有讲话了。

那天，

和你打篮球，

从你的妹妹的口中，

知道那个事情，

我好像很久没关心你了，

也很久没安慰你了，

对你所有的事情，

好像慢慢的不了解了。

昨天，

我和朋友去唱歌，

突然间又想你了，

我们的那些回忆，

又出现在我的脑海中，

更讨厌的事情，

是我，

又为你掉眼泪了。

我，

发了短讯给你，

一直希望你会回信，

可是，

希望变成了绝望，

那个时候的我，

真的很伤心，

是因为，

我们之间的友情都没了。

或许，

你的世界没有我了，

可是在我的世界，

我还是认定你是我的朋友，

因为我们曾经是多么的要好的朋友。

很想说，

我们还是朋友吗？

我们不要再假装不认识对方了？

可是，

却说不出口，

因为你看住我的眼神都变了，

好冷漠，

好可怕，

你不再一样了。

所以，

我只能说的事，

希望你永远快乐。

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Ups and Downs in CNY 2011 ♥

It's Chinese New Year 2011! Wow, time pass like a glimpse of light where no one could catch it in meantime. The First and Second Days of CNY 2011 had passed. How were it? I presume those two days were like elevator that goes up and come down. Let me summarize it short enough.

1st day, awake early and receive my very first angpau from my beloved mummy! Then, stayed at home and gambling with family. Then, went out to my uncle's home and gamble again. After that, went to my friends' house and gamble again. Wow, three rounds of gamble makes me "huat" a lot. Stay awake till the next day. Tired but enjoyed!

2nd day, continue from first day. After gamble, we went for early "bak kut teh". It was my treat because I so called won quite a lot. Then, went back home and sleep for two hours or more than that. Then, I awaken around 12pm and be ready myself went to grandma's house. Wow, met with my uncles, aunties and cousins. Then, gamble there and won a little bit too. Back from grandma's house on the evening and took some rest before dinner. After dinner, went to visited my first uncle (dad's bro). Stayed at there for a awhile and then, went to I-Dragon for accompanied my sister for dinner. After dinner, went back to my friends' house and gamble again. This time, won and lose.

(P/s: At grandma's house, something happened make me angry till hard to breath. Mummy asked me take it slow only I managed myself for not ending up in the hospital)

That's my routines in these two days. Less sleep recently. Today's awake in such blurry condition and my mind is all about someone. Sighs. I did it again. My heart has unlocked those pain and hurt once again. I'm still finding ways to lock it back so I can back to my sane mode. Anyway, just now try my first attempt to took picture using Instant Camera. Wootz! As usual, I failed but I will try again next time. So, I will most probably buy an Instant Camera too. =)

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P/s: Tonight will be another sleepless night but BLAST moment! ;)

February Expresso!

It's the first day of February! Wow, the time moving so fast. Chinese New Year is around the corner. Tomorrow will be reunion day for Chinese's people. All gather around and have reunion dinner. This year also the same. Less two person with us which are my elder sister and her boyfriend. But somehow, we still can webcam with her. Cheers! =)

The last day of January which was yesterday I went to played basketball with my beloved gangs in Klang. The game were enjoyed and we laughed a lot too. Yet, there is always a "but". After played basketball, I went to "yam cha" with my friends and we chatted a lot about our love life. Then only I realized they actually are much more stronger than me. I'm totally impressed on how they could underwent those saddest moment with smile. It makes me want to be more tougher when I heard their story.

Someone makes me worry so much who are my mummy. Today early morning her leg can't really move. Getting me out of nerves. End up decided to been pushy and asked her to seen doctor. Lucky it's just muscle tight. But, doctor said my mummy need a lot of rest and could't do much heavy job. That moment I realized mummy really getting old and need rest a lot. Therefore, later on I will open siblings' meeting to re-arrange routine of life with my siblings.

End of January actually telling me that I'm going to graduate soon. Left two months more and I will soon out from University's life and involve into working life. That moment of me should be more mature and carry my responsibility including contribution to my family. Gotta play my part as daughter and sister in the family. I will try my best.

Anyway, my house is evolving a lot. Changed a lot. And I love those changes because making my home more comfortable. New Year's resolution for getting a new hp is almost reach. I'm going to have my own new hp soon. Feel happy about it. :)

P/s : Mum, sorry if I didn't help much today. But, I will try my best to be help better!

Happy Chinese New Year, friends!!